rah rah sis boom bah

my second day of skiing. i didn't die. or fall actually. now i
can relax. talk to you all soon!

since i haven't posted in like forever. i basically have nothing of real
interest to say. except there was an interview with me posted in venus
magazine. if you live near a bookstore you should go and check it out.
it's towards the front on the left hand side and there is a photo of some
hands there.

i'm going on a vacation today to whistler canada. for skiing. hope i don't
hurt myself!

last night my friend was trying to convince me that i wouldn't get hurt
but then she showed me how her arms don't bend right since she broke both
of them skiing. NICE TRY!

huh. oh well, see you all later!

i don't know what is wrong with me but my sleeping has been horrible
lately and my dreams have been creepy.

last night i had a dream in which i got shot in the head. like i felt it
and everything. when i woke up i had to put a hand up to my head to make
sure i wasn't bleeding.

it stemmed from some dire situation where i couldn't get some medicine i
needed really badly at the CVS down the street. so the manager came to
smuggle some meds to me. he brought some people with him, three guys.
melissa j was at my apt with me and we let him in to give us the medicine.

then he left but his people stayed outside my door. we opened the door and
told them to leave. two of them left but one stayed. then he went outside
the building and we could see he had a gun. we called the cops and snuck
out the back of my apartment. we seemed to be sneaking away, but then he
came from nowhere and shot me point-blank in the head.

sometimes these dreams really get to me. something is awry.

man sorry to be so emo.

i'm okay. just freaked out all day long because of this. why am i such a
wimpo?

my sister got a new bunny. sister, please post a photo of your bunny for
me somewhere. thank you.

kirby puckett

r.i.p.

sigh

has left. i had to host a student for this weekend. she noticed thatthere
was "a lot of trash on the street" and that "everyone's car here is so
dirty!"

etc.