Wednesday, October 27, 2004
today has been a shitty shitty shitty shitty shitty shitty day
now that i'm allowed to curse on my blog, there you go. this is actually a lyric from a puberty boi song. i think some of you know what that is.
since i woke up this morning i have:
*woken up way too early
*gotten in the shower, only to realize i had no soap left in there and i had to get out of the shower and go out of the bathroom to get the soap. i hate getting out of the shower to get something once you're already in there it sucks.
*almost got hit by a car when i was passing through an intersection, she knows it was my turn to go (oh yeah i was on my bike) and i looked at her and i could see that she was saying "something something you stupid bitch". and she had a toddler and a small baby in the car. way to set a good example, super mom!
*at the very next intersection, i was trying to make eye contact with the driver crossing my path, you know to make sure that she saw me, and she did and stopped and i started to go and right then i looked down and noticed that i had run over (on my bike!) a dead opposum. that's right. in the middle of the city. with guts and stuff hanging all out of it. i don't deal well with that. i had to pull over and gag. seriously.
*at the very next intersection, the person behind me honked at me, (cross traffic does not stop here), presumably because i wasn't able to easily and fearlessly zip through the speeding cars. scared the crap out of me.
*so by now i'm a little uptight, just come back to my office to chill. decide to call a few principals, because this is how i get kids in my study. let's just say one of them decided to verbally abuse me. i won't go further. she called me a crackpot.
*when i got in this morning, someone said, oh we're going to hear about your blahblah reserrch today huh? and then i remembered DUH i was supposed to have a short presentation for the labb meetting about some research i'm "doing" and i left the data at home because i was going to look over it last night and get everything all ready but then i hung out with brian and i totally forgot about the whole thing.
*called mike to complain and to ask him to please bring the papers with the data. then i felt guilty about calling and started getting all defensive, totally confusing him. then i burst out crying and sat in my office for a while crying hoping that no one would try to come in and talk to me. i'm done now. blog blog blog. all before noon. pretty impressive for someone who doesn't even normally get out of bed before nooon, huh?
now that i'm allowed to curse on my blog, there you go. this is actually a lyric from a puberty boi song. i think some of you know what that is.
since i woke up this morning i have:
*woken up way too early
*gotten in the shower, only to realize i had no soap left in there and i had to get out of the shower and go out of the bathroom to get the soap. i hate getting out of the shower to get something once you're already in there it sucks.
*almost got hit by a car when i was passing through an intersection, she knows it was my turn to go (oh yeah i was on my bike) and i looked at her and i could see that she was saying "something something you stupid bitch". and she had a toddler and a small baby in the car. way to set a good example, super mom!
*at the very next intersection, i was trying to make eye contact with the driver crossing my path, you know to make sure that she saw me, and she did and stopped and i started to go and right then i looked down and noticed that i had run over (on my bike!) a dead opposum. that's right. in the middle of the city. with guts and stuff hanging all out of it. i don't deal well with that. i had to pull over and gag. seriously.
*at the very next intersection, the person behind me honked at me, (cross traffic does not stop here), presumably because i wasn't able to easily and fearlessly zip through the speeding cars. scared the crap out of me.
*so by now i'm a little uptight, just come back to my office to chill. decide to call a few principals, because this is how i get kids in my study. let's just say one of them decided to verbally abuse me. i won't go further. she called me a crackpot.
*when i got in this morning, someone said, oh we're going to hear about your blahblah reserrch today huh? and then i remembered DUH i was supposed to have a short presentation for the labb meetting about some research i'm "doing" and i left the data at home because i was going to look over it last night and get everything all ready but then i hung out with brian and i totally forgot about the whole thing.
*called mike to complain and to ask him to please bring the papers with the data. then i felt guilty about calling and started getting all defensive, totally confusing him. then i burst out crying and sat in my office for a while crying hoping that no one would try to come in and talk to me. i'm done now. blog blog blog. all before noon. pretty impressive for someone who doesn't even normally get out of bed before nooon, huh?
