rah rah sis boom bah

i am the world's worst procrastinator. i wait until the last minute to do
absolutely everything. so right now i'm trying desperately to write a
paper, then tomorrow i have to go collect data, and get all my stuff
together and packed and drive to indiana. saturday my brother is
graduating then i'm going to bloomington. sunday i'm going to
indianapolis, and coming home on monday. the paper is due tuesday, and i
have to defend my second year project. which means sometime during all
that mess i have to write a talk and practice it enough to the point that
i won't sound like a total idiot. and finish writing this paper. im so mad
at myself because i wanted to have the paper finished yesterday and the
talk finished today but i farted around procrastinating like a
professional procrastinator. so now i'm writing anything and everything
in this paper, which is ending up sounding completely stupid, and i'm
going to have to write my talk over the weekend when i'm supposed to be
enjoying myself with my family and friends. i didn't wanna take my
computer either! im mad at me. and i haven't swam for like five days. i'm
going to drown in that triathlon. or get a horrible side cramp and fall
off my bike.