rah rah sis boom bah

so thanks everyone for your comments. I knew you would all be like "watz
up ur cool that gurl'z dumm." but still it's nice to hear.

because i know I can come off like this but it's basically just because
I'm shy or i get overwhelmed with a large group of people I don't know,
especially if they're not that friendly. so uh yeah

plus girls in general do tend to think i'm "different" or "boyish" i
think. i
dont' have many feminine sorority type of girl friends so i don't think
about that much how weird i am for a girl. nor do i actually know whether
i'm weird for a girl.

but yeah it's all good...thanks for saying nice things about me and maybe
generally understanding that i'm not crazy.

i just like to think i have a pretty good grasp of my pros and cons. i
think we all know people who have personality problems but don't realize
it. like someone i know that maybe a couple of you know too who everyone
doesn't like because she's too harsh but she thinks she is "loveable and
carefree". yeah. don't name any names. but it's none of you. i enjoy
living in reality and generally being in touch like a terrific young today
kind of woman.

thanks stacey, you've never reminded me of ally sheedy either. i hope you
have a good housewarming!

liz--yeah I think it's the same with me. thinking too hard or it's just
the way my face is. i am not mad either, just look like it i guess. i'm
not good at being fake happy or nice. i think the eyebrow awesomeness is
probably difficult for people to grasp.

mom--thanks, i really like the phrase terrific young today kind of woman.
i think i'm going to put it on a t shirt. i guess we do have a lot of
things in common too. "my mommy taught me to say bite me to you. so bite
me." who else has gotten advice from their mom that includes the word
"dicknose"? I think you're right about where my attitude came from. haha

laura--you're the only one who knows my secret jock identity. now i'll
have to tape your buttcheeks together.

jessy--i've never seen maid to order. i'm going to put it on my
netflix. and why did you get called edward scissorhands?

and thanks melissa, you are very perceptive so i'll buy what you say. :)
next time someone points out my character flaw to my face i'll just say,
like i told you, "i'm so fucking nice bitch so shut it".

who said the thing about the asthma attack? my sstr?

also if anyone would know my character flaws, it would be mike. yeah i am
a huge bad ass thanks. that's why i cried twice yesterday when snickers
attacked me. and cried until you got me a popsicle. but i did fess up to
"demanding on boyfriends".